❦ I am a Hello KItty Addict! ❦

 Since I was a kid, I already love HELLO KITTY :) 

I don't really know what the reason is, but I started collecting since I was a kid 

ever since Hello Kitty came out. 

I even went to the Hello Kitty Celebration in Dubai last year, ha ha 

I dont know I just love them, and to be honest I have a lot of Hello KItty stuff 

I just don't wanna show that I am a HELLO KITTY ADDICT :)

Until now, I still love them :) 

When I was with Hanmi, we saw a Hello Kitty Store and boy 

I can't help and look, but can't resist on buying :)) HAHA

so I was like get me away from that STORE!! :) 

I am ❣

I AM ....

I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin

a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared.

Terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired.

I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless.

I am broken and whole.

I am misunderstood,misguided and mislead.

I am hard-working and determined.

But a little scared on the inside.

I wish on stars and dream my dreams.

I pray to god and cry my tears.

I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to people who won't listen to me.

I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love, I love you and I push you away.

I want yo but not so close, i am everything and nothing all at once, And all I want is for you to ❦ LOVE ME. ❦

I love ❣ Butterflies ❣

I've watched you now a full half-hour;
Self-poised upon that yellow flower
And, little Butterfly!  Indeed
I know not if you sleep or feed.
How motionless! - not frozen seas
More motionless! and then
What joy awaits you, when the breeze
Hath found you out among the trees,
And calls you forth again!

The butterfly's attractiveness derives not only from colors and symmetry:  deeper motives contribute to it.  We would not think them so beautiful if they did not fly, or if they flew straight and briskly like bees, or if they stung, or above all if they did not enact the perturbing mystery of metamorphosis: the latter assumes in our eyes the value of a badly decoded message, a symbol, a sign. 

I'm gonna marry my Bed :))

I'm gonna MARRy my bed :)) 

I love to sleep, It gives me a lot of energy to do what I want after I wake up. 

It's like it's a whole new you again, when you wake up. 

I love to sleep so don't question, why ? 

Haters gotta hate

Haters i love when people hate on me  they don't know that everything they do to me would come back around to them its called Karma and when it hits them its going to hit them harder and then, they are going to need me.  when they talk about me and starts rumors about me i just laugh and say if you don't like me why the "Fudge"  your talking about me, right? i tell it like I don't care how they feel about it  Both girls and guys hate on me but i don't give a flying "fudge" as long as they don't put their hands on me,  i got in penty of fights with haters because either the girls was feeling me or their boys was feeling me i laugh at my haters and say you can hate me or love me just don't touch me.  i told my mom that when i die put me in my casket upside down so the world can kiss my "Artss"   so to all my haters you can go to "heckll" and "buryn" because ur on my "shitzu" list, once you get on my bad side your not coming back to my good  and you might wanna watch your back because i might beat your "At" if i catch you slipping Haters  damn don't you have anything better to do with your life my last words to my haters is you all can kiss my "At" and burn in hell   *to all my haters one day you are going to need me but instead of help, I am going to give you a boot to the face and say remember you used to talk about me now you got the balls to walk up to me and ask for help "beach" kick rocks and get the "fudge" out my face.

Beyonce" Lets Move! Move your Body "

I love this song, because it is just simple 

and every lyric are just amazing.

the beat is just way too good! 

plus, I love Beyonce, she is herself 

and I love how she dances, and she has a great voice! 

and also, the Iconic Boy z are there so, It is a great video! ۵

and this is the other version of her song "Get me bodied" 

Beyonce, is the kind of model that I "would" somehow relate to.  

Because even though, the Destiny Child split, but she still got the deal and fame 

she deserved. She is amazing and I freaking' love her. 

I love all her songs, music videos, album debuts, and her voice :) 

It's strong and good to listen to all day all night :) 

but I like this much better because it's 2011... hopefully 2012 next year. 

I can't help but wait... ❦

[Intro:]
I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait

[Verse 1:]
I see you, you with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by while he lies
Then turn right round and forgive
I can't take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
Cause deep down I'm still a G

[Bridge:]
And I don't want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Verse 2:]
It ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen you should be
Gettin all that someone's got
You should be rockin the latest in purses
Bracelets and watches
You're worth much more than that occasional
"I love you, I'm thinking of you"

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man no
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Brakedown:]
Get it together
You can do better
See is believin
And I see what you need so
I'm going to play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out

Girl cause I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait baby

Till you get back with him
It don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

Can't help but wait
I can't help but wait
Ohohoh
Can't help wait
No oh no oh no oh [x2]

Today, I feel like talking in French...

On va chez toi ou chez moi?

Venez-vous ici souvent?

Voulez-vous danser avec moi?

Faire l'amour

Que mes baisers soient les mots d'amour que je ne te dis pas.

On pardonne tant que l'on aime.

Entre deux coeurs qui s'aiment, nul besoin de paroles. 

Your place or mine
 Do you come here often?
 Would you like to dance with me?
- Make love
 Kisses are the unspoken words of love.
Where there is love there is forgiveness
Two hearts in love need no words.

for some reason, I have nothing to talk about...

The part where this always happens... 

You were thinking about doing something, but you forgot. 

The time where you wanted to eat something, but you you lost your appetite.

The thing is that you wanted to  do your homework, but you are too lazy to. 

The question that was nicely asked to you, but you just say "I don't know" even though you do.

The part where you wanted to go somewhere, but you tend to just stay at home. 

The time where you went of with your friends, but you left your wallet. 

Dude... I dont even know, what I'm writing. 

GIVE ME A BREAK! 

CSO in Muntinlupa ❤

On December 09, 2011 

We had a Creative Social Outreach or CSO 

Hanmi and I were the representative in Grade 9. 

We wore jeans and the MIT shirt,

We were the youngest grade during CSO.

It was a rainy morning until 12 noon. 

So we had to share umbrellas, because there were only a few. 

and during our trip to Muntinlupa, we arrived at a place where there are 

a lot of small stores on the side of the road. 

And the stairs when going down is pretty rough to step in and some of the cement are already cracked and it was slippery. 

And the place was actually small, and there are only  three tents and all the kids had to

squeezed in with the two tents, and the other tent was for us. 

There were loud speakers and awesome music

While Hanmi and I were together, we were just looking at the children 

wondering what they do everyday? 

So, we observed and We pretty much would say that the children were happy 

that they had visitors in the place, from the look from their faces 

instead of them, being sad and all 

They were glad, happy and excited! 

We had games planned for them

We had games like: 

- Bring me

- Pino y Hen-yo 

and a few more. 

We even had a dance showdown! 

Ate Monica versus the children 

they were pretty skilled dancers and Wow! it made me look clueless. HAHA 

Anyways, they were amazing and I danced with three kids one at a time. 

And there is this "Guy" who just did a bridge and split! 

HAHA! It was funny and exciting to watch all of them perform and all, 

but the most awesome part was, when the two kids just had a tough dance battle 

if only you could watch it, you'd be like: Whoa! 

Then, they were also taught how to do an AMAZING CLAP and a WOW CLAP! 

They did pretty well participating and cooperating with us, even though it was really raining hard..

and all of the MIT students are just soaking wet and some already took a bath in the rain, ha ha! 

they didn't care after all, we were happy that we did something good for others. 

Also, me and Hanmi met this 17 year old girl, her name is Jhemarie. Who is just really friendly and nice. 

She just smiles at the both of us, and lend her umbrella when we were just like taking a bath in the rain. 

and pretty much my hood was so wet! but just the back though. 

And then, there was this little boy, who is pretty strong that me and Hanmi couldn't even resist. 

He went to the both of us, and started hugging the both of us

He even made us carry him. HAHA 

We were just delighted to be there, and the children was so happy that 

they got something for christmas and, a little something is such a big deal for them already. 

And there are kids that are just lovely to talk to, even though they don't know how 

to speak english, I'd just asked how to say this, and then I say it to them 

and they would answer, then they'd smile. 

Seeing them smile, is enough for all of us to see 

I mean like, we give something and they accept it, because they would be much 

glad to have something. 

and a lot of kids were pretty much enjoying their time with us. 

Ha ha! there was this time, when a little girl approached me and Hanmi 

and asked if she could take a picture ^^. 

of course, we were a bit "clueless" that she wanted to

so, me and Hanmi looked at each other and froze for a bit. HA ha 

Then, we gave out Jollibee and Zest-O to the children 

they would say "THANK YOU" when we reached out for the food and drinks 

I was assigned for the juice and Hanmi was assigned for giving out straws for the juice. 

We would smile to people, because it does feel good, sharing what you have and giving. 

And that is what was Christmas is all about. 

"Up-all-night" released! wooooo!!

Bored as hell! 

hahahaha :) 

Anyways, the One Direction just released their new album! woooo! 

more party for me :D ahahahaha :) 

I have their songs and they are frickin' amazing! 

I wouldn't stop listening to their song:

"Up all night" and "Gotta be you" 

they haven't release the music video of Up all night but 

Gotta be you is totally out! :) 

well I love them because they are inspirational plus their hot :P 

hahahaha! Oops. 

Anyways, back to my ONE DIRECTION goodnight sleep :) hahahah! 

_goodnight_ 

English Blog (Oct- Nov)

Week 1 Oct. (10-14)

During first quarter, i was quite shy and all that

so my performance was quite poor, but then 

Learned it at first quarter, and now at 

second quarter I should made progress about my 

studies and I should have made progress my learning skills as well.
During the 1st quarter, I was really "NOT" on thinking because at first
It made me too lazy to do all my stuff, and we always had vacations or long weekends
which drains my energy like every two or three weeks.
And as well as not getting a goodnight sleep, because I pretty much wake up in the middle of
the night for no reason and can't go back to sleep, that's why sometimes well not sometimes
but mostly, I feel sleepy in class, but I don't sleep, just rest my head down.
But that didn't stop me really from studying, I am hoping that this second quarter I would do
much better than during the first quarter
because pretty much my mom got "mad" when she "saw" my grades -.-
I'm like " I told you so"
So I hope that I would do much better during second quarter which starts NOW
 and hopefully I could improve my grades especially in CHEMISTRY and GEOMETRY -.-
oh, those two major subjects makes my head EXPLODE!
anyway, this is some of the reasons why I need to improve and be more enthusiastic during class
maybe participate more, and stop being LAZY -.-
but I like being lazy.. anyway, that has to stop in some ways now :)

Week 2 Oct. (17-21)

My favorite greek god or goddess is... 

 Hera first, because not only that she is the wife of Zeus 

but, she is also the Queen of sky and starry heavens.

and She is worshipped the most by many greeks. 

even romans see their Juno as the greek Hera. 

I like Hera because, for sometime that I was reading her greek mythology 

I kept laughing while reading it, because something about Hera 

her attitude, her personality and all of those, sometime matches mine. 

like she is a jealous person but I am amiable and still kind, but 

her personality and her features matches my bad side ;)
And not only that, but Hera was given three names;
when I was a maiden: Pais- girl
when I was married to Zeus: Telaia- grown up
when I had a quarrel with Zeus: Khera- widow

and Hera was the Queen of all gods and goddesses along with her husband Zeus
and she is like the main goddess and everything so is Zeus.
Unlike all the characters, she had the most stories ever told.
Like seriously, there are loads of them, that is why she is my favorite and
I as well get to caught up reading her mythology every time I read hers or the other gods or goddesses.
Which every time all of it are pretty interesting to know and get some knowledge about.
and I also enjoy being the character of Hera, because it is lovely playing her role :)

and there is Poseidon, he is as well my favorite because

first, I love water and my birthstone is aquamarine means water 

and plus He is the god of sea, which is pretty cool, because you can like talk to 

fishes and more sea creatures and he controls only the sea and he can 

do anything with it.
And not only that but he is also powerful like all his siblings and he is one
of the main greeks gods who are being talked about in some story.
And mostly that he have a pretty good myth during the told of greek mythology which is great! 

Week 3 Oct. (24- 28)

what skills I learned during United Nations was helping each other 

and communicating more to your classmates 

and as well as thinking creatively during the making of the decorations and stuff.

It takes time and days to finished everything that's why we helped each other 

tired or not? you have to help. 

communication and respect to culture as well 

because we represented Indonesia it was fun learning something about Indonesia 

and It was colorful to see their art and style.
and during the United Nations decor classroom I had fun looking at the designs and
how people are like helping each other
which is great! really
and pretty much everyone get so tired easily or being lazy but that is a part of being
the part, it's like if you are tired, someone have to take place :)
Just to prevent talking behind people's back and just to show that you are really
willing to help each other no matter how hard it is to make.
one more thing, Is that I also noticed that during the decoration days of United Nations
is that, that is when we all got to know each other, like at the first time, that we guys met
we were like all shy, but during the UN decorating, we all got to know each other more and
got really close, which is cool :)
like you got the chance to get to know you classmates and everything. 

And through communicating to your classmates you've seen their creativity 

and you could see how people do their own part during the United Nations. 

You may use this kind of skills in the future everywhere. 

Week 4 Nov. (1-4)

How did I spend my short break? 

Well, I used those days just by resting after a tiring two weeks of preparing the United Nations. 

and when my tiredness went out I started hanging and playing and doing what I got to do. 

and It was quite boring I should say, but It was worth it anyway, because I used those time to catch 

some sleep, more resting and I had a relaxing and no assignments or home works to take home except for 

MATH and CHEMISTRY. 

It was productive, alright :) 

because at that time, I learned so many things 

and It was good to see my cousin as well 

we hanged out, we do stuff at the last 3 days of break.
and mostly I enjoyed my short break with my cousin, because he visited
coz he had a lot of basketball game in manila, so he went to our house and everything.
and the most good news is that he is celebrating christmas with us and I got to hang out with him
in a quite someday and then he left.
but anyways, when he left I spend my remaining days just sleeping and doing nothing. 

Week 5 Nov. (7-11)

If I could be a leader, I'd be a;

communicator

creative thinker

problem solver 

enthusiastic
a good example
"trustworthy"
kind
nice
a good decision maker

but you wouldn't expect me to be all that, but I can be some of them :)
but I still want to be more than just all of this characteristics.
I want to explore the world than just be a leader.

I.Am.Me won the title for ABDC season 6 :) wooooooo!

I.Am.Me crew champion of ABDC Season 6 

--> Inspire, Motivate and Energize <--

Hey everyone! There's a new "America's Best Dance Crew" in town, and tweens everywhere are presumably crying.

Introducing.... I.Am.Me crew! 

They have stolen the spotlight from ABDC Season 6 all the way 

The crew had been working so hard to get in and get what they all deserve because of the hard work

 and teamwork.

I.Am.Me crew is an international dance crew that have different ethnicities.

They are originally formed in Houston, Texas 

The three founding members of the crew are 

Philip "Pacman" Chbeeb, Di "Moon" Zhang and Brandon "747" Harrell 

The three additionally members are Olivia "Chachi" Gonzales, Emilio "Millie" Dosal and 

Džajna "Jaja" Vaňková.

I.Am.Me crew  have been visiting a lot of crews and have been featured in ABDC  all over the world

and a lot of dancers out there looked up for this crew because they Inspire, Motivate and energize a lot 

of people, that makes everyone want to watch them more and love and idolize them.

I have been watching all of the episodes in ABDC Season 6 and they are freakin' amazing :) 

not only that they are good but they are extremely awesome and they are creative in their own way. 

The members of I.Am.Me crew dedicate there hardwork and 

devotion and they treat each other as family. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6nurvTrKzg

Honestly, they are the third's world awesome, coolest, and amazing dancers after 

Quest crew and Jabbawokeez :) 

now this two crews that I've mentioned above are also my most FAVORITE dance crew in ABDC all seasons 1-6 

The are really good and all they're choreography are just so fresh that no one or no group has ever done any of it. 

and that is what makes the three dance crew original and good. 

I.Am.Me crew are like family 

and they are my role models because even though all of them are old enough there is only one person 

who is like 15 and she moves like a BEAST! 

and her name is CHachi Gonzales, She is definitely a Bieber fan :) hahahahahaha ! 

but it doesn't matter... She even got a BIEBER FEVER during the ABDC season 6 from dancing 

"Somebody to Love" by Justin Bieber. 

This crew is like my third Favorite crew in all time! :) 

Long Week of Sleeping days ツ

I sleep everywhere.... 

I sleep on my bed.... 

I sleep on top of my mac.... 

I sleep next to my Kitties ツ

and teddies.... 

This is what I look like in front of my books on a long week of vacation...

yeah, that's right... haha I sleep on them not study them... 

SLEEPING IS AWESOME.. -.- No not really.. makes me a lot more lazy. 

You gotta love sleeping :D It's the best thing to do... kinda. 
I feel like a vampire, not coming out of room for almost a week. 

and whenever I'm awake...I just surf 

through the internet. 

and whenever I got nothing else to do... 

I watch and go back to 

but I dont go outside that often on my long week vacation.... 

.....

just sleep. 

got nothing to do?? 

Go to SLEEP!  :P






and this is what will happen to me on first day back to school... 

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! 
lots of laugh xD

Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much

Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up

It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen

And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah

I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses

And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learn to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting.

Animal Lover ♥

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! 

Pandas

Pandas are precious and nice

They eat no meat

Except for some mice

They do not sleep

They only snooze

They mostly eat different types of bamboos

- the tallest grass in the world

Spooky November O.O

Happy Halloween people ! 

get your costumes up and let's get spooky! 

wanna see a halloween costume? why sure.... 

This one passes the criteria, right? 

well I would say that it would, coz it's halloween. 

but seriously check this other one out... 

WORST HALLOWEEN COSTUME EVER! 

I mean yeah, sure it's "creative"

but.... I'll stop. 

hahahahaha! had a lot of laugh with this xD ! 

hahahahaa !! 

1-2 Freddy's coming for you
3-4 Better lock your door
5-6 Grab your crucifix
7-8 Better stay up late
9-10 Never sleep again!

HAPPY HALLOWEEEN! 

Being in a class of Grade 9 students! ヅ

What's it like to be in a grade 9 class? 

What do we do in grade 9 class? 

well there is a lot of things that you can do...in 9 class 

and by mean a lot, I mean a LOT. 

Here are the things that we do in grade 9:  

✔ Making up our OWN schedule

Monday- Laughter Monday

Tuesday- Tuesday Blues/ Powder Day 

Wednesday- Confusion Day 

Thursday- Survival Day 

Friday- T.G.I.F Day 

✔ We take stolen shots of our Adviser and classmates ;) 

✔We think Creative

✔ We organize "stuff"

✔We don't think, we just do it 

✔We are all unprepared, we still do it! 

✔We all share a lot of things 

✔We talked about "other" topics :P

✔We are all Hyper! 

✔We are one individual... when one think, we all think about the same thing. 

✔We just be ourselves 

✔We make our class hilarious and fun even though, some are feeling down

✔We tease, but do not take it personally .... 

✔We treat each other like family 

✔We don't leave each other behind 

✔We comfort each other when people feel so down... 

✔We all have our own lives,sometimes we don't we just need to find one. :) 

✔We write random stuff on the whiteboard at lunch every time we feel like it.

✔We sometimes play Truth or Dare and Spin the Bottle 

✔We put powder on our faces :D 

✔We just like having fun 

✔We like telling jokes and some hilarious lines :) 

✔Our favorite words in grade 9:

-Oh Fudge

-What the Frick?

-What the ?! 

-boodAh 

-BooyAh 

-Aaaaw 

- Cr*p 

-Sh**

- Dang it 

-Oh shoot! 

and many more ! 

✔We always don't have lives at the moment 

✔We laugh randomly 

✔We have a dance called "TEACH ME HOW TO SAYYID" a new one :P

✔We always have different personality every day 

✔We do a LOT of crazy stuff everyday 

--> So, you wanna fit in, in grade 9? 

Let's see if you can catch up with all of this things :)