Summer, Summer, Summer...GOODBYE Forever :'(

I just keep wondering to myself what would happen to the people in 9-A this coming summer... 

I mean probably most would go back to their hometown and some would travel and see their friends, well have fun when you go back in advance. :)

I am so glad that I met the grade 9, if it weren't for them I wouldn't actually know what family is truly in school. 

Because, in my old school it really doesn't matter and no one would care, probably because it's a way of living. 

I was so happy to be with someone who really truly cared and stayed with me for months and tend to try hard to stay with me... I can be hard- headed sorry. 

It was such an adventure with you guys, We faced troubles together, love life problems, and even personal ones but only for us to understand. 

I thought that with this someone would still be okay, but this someone liked someone and I did as well... guess we're even. I try to laugh everything off just to forget, but the more I do it, the more I think about it... Depressing. 

#STRANGERSALLOVERAGAIN I guess. 

We had so much laughs together, We had stuff going on inside the class that only us Gr9 would know. 

We had a lot that we shared and it was fun knowing all of you. 

My first year and my only 2 months studying in the philippines, I wouldn't leave... i'm enjoying it here even more, I admit it. 

Thank you for being my sisters, brothers, boyfriend, friends, and supporters. 

I wish I would get to know you more next year but unfortunately, I wouldn't. 

I had so much to say but the only thing that really changed me in this class is change of heart

If it wasn't because of you guys, I would be doing the same things that I normally did in Dubai... which I hate to happen again. 

I am truly thankful to Ms. Mae for being a mother, teacher, friend and a true supporter at anything

She's been helpful and kind to me since I first came here, and that was enough to get to know all of you. 

I would truly miss all of you, normally I do move schools every year or every two years, but this time I didn't really want to leave. 

But my mom made decisions that are best for me.... (?) ish. 

I tried convincing her, but it wouldn't work. So maybe it's best to not interfere. 

This might be the school that have less facilities and all that, even if its a small school 

but this is a school that you would try and describe as FAMILY. 

I feel so lifeless already... I don't know how to start and deal with this. 

Oh well, I'll just have to get use to the life now that I am officially going to be separated to my family back in Dubai... I think this is their way of showing me how to be INDEPENDENT when I go to college... BOOM! : / 

 As annoying as it sounds right now, I just want to turn my room upside down just because what my mom just decided... Fudge. 

I don't want to live in this world anymore.