Friday 9 December 2011

❦ I am a Hello KItty Addict! ❦

 Since I was a kid, I already love HELLO KITTY :) 
I don't really know what the reason is, but I started collecting since I was a kid 
ever since Hello Kitty came out. 
I even went to the Hello Kitty Celebration in Dubai last year, ha ha 

I dont know I just love them, and to be honest I have a lot of Hello KItty stuff 
I just don't wanna show that I am a HELLO KITTY ADDICT :)
Until now, I still love them :) 
When I was with Hanmi, we saw a Hello Kitty Store and boy 
I can't help and look, but can't resist on buying :)) HAHA
so I was like get me away from that STORE!! :) 



I am ❣

I AM ....

I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin
a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared.
Terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired.
I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless.
I am broken and whole.
I am misunderstood,misguided and mislead.
I am hard-working and determined.
But a little scared on the inside.
I wish on stars and dream my dreams.
I pray to god and cry my tears.
I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to people who won't listen to me.
I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love, I love you and I push you away.
I want yo but not so close, i am everything and nothing all at once, And all I want is for you to LOVE ME.

I love ❣ Butterflies ❣

I've watched you now a full half-hour;
Self-poised upon that yellow flower
And, little Butterfly!  Indeed
I know not if you sleep or feed.
How motionless! - not frozen seas
More motionless! and then
What joy awaits you, when the breeze
Hath found you out among the trees,
And calls you forth again!


The butterfly's attractiveness derives not only from colors and symmetry:  deeper motives contribute to it.  We would not think them so beautiful if they did not fly, or if they flew straight and briskly like bees, or if they stung, or above all if they did not enact the perturbing mystery of metamorphosis: the latter assumes in our eyes the value of a badly decoded message, a symbol, a sign. 

I'm gonna marry my Bed :))

I'm gonna MARRy my bed :)) 


I love to sleep, It gives me a lot of energy to do what I want after I wake up. 
It's like it's a whole new you again, when you wake up. 

I love to sleep so don't question, why ? 

Haters gotta hate


Haters



i love when people hate on me 
they don't know that everything they do to me would come back around to them
its called Karma and when it hits them its going to hit them harder and then, they are going to need me. 
when they talk about me and starts rumors about me i just laugh and say if you don't like me why the "Fudge"  your talking about me, right?
i tell it like I don't care how they feel about it 
Both girls and guys hate on me but i don't give a flying "fudge" as long as they don't put their hands on me, 
i got in penty of fights with haters because either the girls was feeling me or their boys was feeling me
i laugh at my haters and say you can hate me or love me just don't touch me. 
i told my mom that when i die put me in my casket upside down so the world can kiss my "Artss"  
so to all my haters you can go to "heckll" and "buryn" because ur on my "shitzu" list,
once you get on my bad side your not coming back to my good 
and you might wanna watch your back because i might beat your "At" if i catch you slipping
Haters 
damn don't you have anything better to do with your life
my last words to my haters is you all can kiss my "At" and burn in hell  

*to all my haters one day you are going to need me but instead of help, I am going to give you a boot to the face and say remember you used to talk about me now you got the balls to walk up to me and ask for help "beach" kick rocks and get the "fudge" out my face.

Beyonce" Lets Move! Move your Body "


I love this song, because it is just simple 
and every lyric are just amazing.
the beat is just way too good! 
plus, I love Beyonce, she is herself 
and I love how she dances, and she has a great voice! 

and also, the Iconic Boy z are there so, It is a great video! ۵
and this is the other version of her song "Get me bodied" 

Beyonce, is the kind of model that I "would" somehow relate to.  
Because even though, the Destiny Child split, but she still got the deal and fame 
she deserved. She is amazing and I freaking' love her. 


I love all her songs, music videos, album debuts, and her voice :) 
It's strong and good to listen to all day all night :) 

but I like this much better because it's 2011... hopefully 2012 next year. 

I can't help but wait... ❦

[Intro:]
I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait

[Verse 1:]
I see you, you with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by while he lies
Then turn right round and forgive
I can't take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
Cause deep down I'm still a G

[Bridge:]
And I don't want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Verse 2:]
It ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen you should be
Gettin all that someone's got
You should be rockin the latest in purses
Bracelets and watches
You're worth much more than that occasional
"I love you, I'm thinking of you"

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man no
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Brakedown:]
Get it together
You can do better
See is believin
And I see what you need so
I'm going to play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out

Girl cause I can't help but wait
Till you get back with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait baby

Till you get back with him
It don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

Can't help but wait
I can't help but wait
Ohohoh
Can't help wait
No oh no oh no oh [x2]

Today, I feel like talking in French...

On va chez toi ou chez moi?
Venez-vous ici souvent?
Voulez-vous danser avec moi?
Faire l'amour
Que mes baisers soient les mots d'amour que je ne te dis pas.
On pardonne tant que l'on aime.
Entre deux coeurs qui s'aiment, nul besoin de paroles. 


Your place or mine
 Do you come here often?
 Would you like to dance with me?
- Make love
 Kisses are the unspoken words of love.
Where there is love there is forgiveness
Two hearts in love need no words.

for some reason, I have nothing to talk about...

The part where this always happens... 


You were thinking about doing something, but you forgot. 
The time where you wanted to eat something, but you you lost your appetite.
The thing is that you wanted to  do your homework, but you are too lazy to. 
The question that was nicely asked to you, but you just say "I don't know" even though you do.
The part where you wanted to go somewhere, but you tend to just stay at home. 
The time where you went of with your friends, but you left your wallet. 


Dude... I dont even know, what I'm writing. 


GIVE ME A BREAK! 

CSO in Muntinlupa ❤

On December 09, 2011 
We had a Creative Social Outreach or CSO 
Hanmi and I were the representative in Grade 9. 
We wore jeans and the MIT shirt,
We were the youngest grade during CSO.

It was a rainy morning until 12 noon. 
So we had to share umbrellas, because there were only a few. 
and during our trip to Muntinlupa, we arrived at a place where there are 
a lot of small stores on the side of the road. 
And the stairs when going down is pretty rough to step in and some of the cement are already cracked and it was slippery. 

And the place was actually small, and there are only  three tents and all the kids had to
squeezed in with the two tents, and the other tent was for us. 
There were loud speakers and awesome music
While Hanmi and I were together, we were just looking at the children 
wondering what they do everyday? 

So, we observed and We pretty much would say that the children were happy 
that they had visitors in the place, from the look from their faces 
instead of them, being sad and all 
They were glad, happy and excited! 

We had games planned for them
We had games like: 
- Bring me
- Pino y Hen-yo 
and a few more. 

We even had a dance showdown! 
Ate Monica versus the children 
they were pretty skilled dancers and Wow! it made me look clueless. HAHA 
Anyways, they were amazing and I danced with three kids one at a time. 
And there is this "Guy" who just did a bridge and split! 
HAHA! It was funny and exciting to watch all of them perform and all, 
but the most awesome part was, when the two kids just had a tough dance battle 
if only you could watch it, you'd be like: Whoa! 


Then, they were also taught how to do an AMAZING CLAP and a WOW CLAP! 
They did pretty well participating and cooperating with us, even though it was really raining hard..
and all of the MIT students are just soaking wet and some already took a bath in the rain, ha ha! 
they didn't care after all, we were happy that we did something good for others. 

Also, me and Hanmi met this 17 year old girl, her name is Jhemarie. Who is just really friendly and nice. 
She just smiles at the both of us, and lend her umbrella when we were just like taking a bath in the rain. 
and pretty much my hood was so wet! but just the back though. 
And then, there was this little boy, who is pretty strong that me and Hanmi couldn't even resist. 
He went to the both of us, and started hugging the both of us
He even made us carry him. HAHA 

We were just delighted to be there, and the children was so happy that 
they got something for christmas and, a little something is such a big deal for them already. 
And there are kids that are just lovely to talk to, even though they don't know how 
to speak english, I'd just asked how to say this, and then I say it to them 
and they would answer, then they'd smile. 

Seeing them smile, is enough for all of us to see 
I mean like, we give something and they accept it, because they would be much 
glad to have something. 
and a lot of kids were pretty much enjoying their time with us. 

Ha ha! there was this time, when a little girl approached me and Hanmi 
and asked if she could take a picture ^^. 
of course, we were a bit "clueless" that she wanted to
so, me and Hanmi looked at each other and froze for a bit. HA ha 

Then, we gave out Jollibee and Zest-O to the children 
they would say "THANK YOU" when we reached out for the food and drinks 
I was assigned for the juice and Hanmi was assigned for giving out straws for the juice. 
We would smile to people, because it does feel good, sharing what you have and giving. 
And that is what was Christmas is all about.