part 2

You talk behind my back, spreading rumors about me
Did you think it might gain you a little popularity?
Damage someone else's reputation, to better yours,
What a wonderful way to get a bit of recognition.

Why bother with apologies, you don't mean it
All you want to do is get back on good terms
What's the point when I won't listen to you?
Piss off, you stupid whining piece of ....

Yeah, that's right, keep your head down
I hope you're f***ing proud of yourself
Aww, no, what's wrong, are you ashamed?
You should be, you're a god darn b_tch

Don't talk behind my back,
Don't even talk to my face
Get out of my sight, b_____.
I hate all backstabbers.

fakes...

I hate backstabbers... 

They might say that they are your "friends" and all 

but the moment when your back is turned.. 

They will tell lies about you to others. 

-Im sorry did my back hurt you're knife?

-Never turn you're back on a friend, thats the best target.

-While you're stabbing my back, you can kiss my a** too.

-All the mistakes in the world couldnt measure up to the day i thought i could trust you.

-Yeah, being apathetic is a pathetic way to be...
but I don't care, what matters to you does not matter to me

-When your up, your friends know who you are.
When you're down, you know who your friends are.

-You can't laugh last If I stab you in the throat with...the knife you left in my back.

-I was the one who said things changed;
you were the one who proved it.

-Friendship is not capable of ending
For if it ends it is only because it never existed.

-I'll never forget what you did to me, but I'll never let you know I remember.

-In dealing with backstabbers
There's one thing I’ve learned
Those B___-s are only powerful
When your back is turned.

-If your having doubts about whether you can
actually trust a person...chances are you can't.  

who would have thought..?

That one day will be here Sitting in this chair, thinking what happen What happen to the times We used to hold hands When we used to kiss, god i miss those When you think that you lost it all And you let your self fall Think of the times when it was there And keep that thought with you For ever and ever And tell your self Do i want to be this person Or is it a crush And you think can trust them Then when its all said and done You love each other And never you say to your self Would wouldve thought

Imagine... :)

have you ever look real closely in his eyes? 

damn, he's eyes are so gorgeous. 

have you ever thought of loving him one day? 

Yes, absolutely. 

have you ever thought of asking him if he loves you? 

No, because I'm too scared. 

have you already had the thought of being with him someday? 

Yes, a thousand of times. 

have you ever told him that you love him? 

No, because I did not really define my true feelings for him. 

have you ever get jealous whenever he talks to other girls? 

A lot. 

did you even bother taking care of him when you had the whole time spending with him? 

No, because I know someone cares a lot more than I do. 

will you ever tell him that you really like him? 

Yes, at the right time hopefully. 

Get real...

Today, well, I messed up completely
And I've had many days like this before
So are you sure you still want to use me
Was what I am what you were looking for
Lord, I have my issues, You know that
And my flaws stand out loud and clear
Will using me be something you regret?
Are you sure you weren't mistaken here?
I'm simple and I can't understand
A lot of things that you have done
So do I really fit into your plan
Are you sure that I'm the one?
This job seems so big for me
And I don't want to fail you again
I'm just not good enough, can't you see
I'm way to easily tempted to sin
But it's now that you reassure me
"Jess, I know this is what I want to do
I made and know you completely
And I really want to use you
I see your flaws, yes there are many
And your sin was never out of my sight
But I can take all that and use it for my glory
Through you I'll show them my wonder and might
.So don't worry, I will continue to mold and shape you
So that when the time comes you will be ready
You will do all that I've planned for you to do
And through it all, they will see Me.

Love is so complicated...

It's difficult to fake those thing you really wanted to feel, 

But if you're heart starts to heal, 

then everything will just fall into place

 and soon enough 

when your heart is ready you'll see, 

The person that's for you has been with you

 for so long you never noticed, 

Broken hearts are part of loving and healing that broken heart

 is the one magic that

 love can do to you, 

It changes and it's never permanent, 

So cherish it before it fades away 

and learn to let go, 

when you feel he/she can't fight for you to stay.  

BURGUNDY RED is the NEW BLACK!

So, during the holiday break I decided to change something... anything 

and yet, I did. my hair! 

The color is Burgundy Red, I love red but then I really don't want it to look like Rihanna's hair color...

but It kinda did. Anyway, I love how my color is not boring black anymore but RED! :) 

HAHA!